muuuaahahaa! goodness gracious, hipotimuss faces! it has been a while.

so, what has this while been filled up with or has it perhaps not been filled at all? either way there must be a tale. haha, nope actually not really. well yes, for as i laugh jokingly i may realize the profound changes in my veiws, and habits, and life since and encompassing the last time of my post on the dear xanga.halllllllllllllllla!

Currently Listening Afterglow Live (CD/DVD) By Sarah McLachlan see related

wow it has been so long since i have up dated that the whole, "entry page" has changed!

 so school after camp is a very big, make that, massive blurr of change. i work 5 or 6 days a week (six hour shifts) and then well there are classes with home work and studying? i'm really not sure who these professors think they are. aaaaaaaaaagh, so yes i have been insanely busy and i am beginning to love it! for example, this could be a long story, but long story short; thi entire week has been one epic adventure of wonderful evan lovely propotions.

so all in all i am for to tired to be writing a long entry, but am so very happy and my Father seems to be so close and yet mysterious in many ways which have burning question (again more time would be perfect). aaagh, i love you all so much. may you days be rainy, cloudy, sunny, or boggy, and your eyes clear with the inthusiam of love.

                        WrO

hmm it seems that once again one more summer, one more period of life, one more section in time, one more place, and one more home; is done and with that ultimate originality is upon me.

 uhh ohh watch out because here i come. it has been a rejuvination of life a journey of intensity towared a stranger and closer walk with my Father. i tell you from many, many hours with little ones; never, never underestimate the great lessons which little ones can teach you. i have blessed with the ability to recall many great elders in my life, but never could i say that i have learned more about my self than i have from those younger than me as well as my piers. Rockmont has slowley become a place that nothing could replace. there is nothing in the joy of a giant slide, three ball/disc-soccer/ultimate, risk, or any place named for the garden of Eden. what i think has struck me about Rockmont, is that i was able to perfectly share my joy, simultaniuosly with those around me. when i smiled those around me smiled and when i cried those around me cried. now as if to back up my usage of the word, "joy" i must explain a simple, ironic, fact. it seems that in my life the only times in which i have truely found joy there was first pain. challanges overcome seem to be the one way in which we as humans can truely achieve true satisfaction. with in the weeks of camp there was much wieryness, and pure frustration. my body died and gave up more than twice and my mind seemed often to function beyond my willingness. it is with this experience of camp (and others through out my short life) that i have become to understand the wonder of God's true ability to find joy in our ability to be saved by a simple acceptance to love Him. for how is joy formed? nails in His hands, thorns digging deep into skin, ultimate shaming, and rejection; all these things brought pain and thus through their completion brought only ultimate joy for the meaning of the accomplished deed. thus to Rockmont i give my thanks. you have given me a simple oportunity raise my anger for the sorrow of this world. you have given me an opportunity to gain a joy of the nature which can only be given and not chosen (for no one choses such struggle, true struggle for one's self. we are to stupid. only God seems to have that glorious ability). i hope with all of my hear to one day stand before a reunion council and call up my brothers (the likes of Greg Mal, Scotti Singelton, JJ, James Cambell, Bert, Riggs, Scott, Jay Law, Crews, Scoggins, and many more who will remain ever stored with in a precious room towards the back section of my mind's mansion.

in all honesty i simply sat down to write my thoughts, but as i write i have found a yearning to encourge. i pray that the love of Rockmont will never cease.

ummm so it seems that certain people have become to cool for the good ol'e nerdy xanga! never be awkward, never be weird. life comes at you fast or slow depending on how fast you can go. my advice...

let me tell you some thing crazy. last night while you and i were asleep in our beds several thousands of People died of preventable, cureable, desieses. Fuck! so my question is now; what are you going to do about all of the shit that is happening to God's world? oh wait are you more upset that i just said "fuck" and "shit" than you are that thousands of people died last night? i was the first time i heard some one say that. so you ask, Will, what have you done about it? nothing. please help me. i feel so very lost as to helping my brothers and sisters. if were to go know, then i would need so very much help that i could hardly give what is needed. perhaps my gift will be to love. who, knows? i feel happy now, don't let the tone fool you. there is always joy in the Lord. i am alive, i am taken care of. aaaaaaaagh but what shall we do. it is soo easy to be stagnate and even easier to simply put things out of your mind.

    i love you.

tirred and humbuggish

liviung the good life at Rockmont! i love the summer and am having a blast, but it is hard work. pray for me; my dearest freinds. i love ya'll so much. summers are so hard and so deep yet i love to leave the world of my life and simply float out into the freedom of little children. i have much to thank the Lord for, yet i have much which my mind worries over with the comming of this fall.

      i am so very happy right now!   ...pray for me my lovers. 

                .....Will